(02/06/2018) 6:03am
A beautiful memory
Time wasted grieving
Awakened with wisdom
Sadness overcome
Illness not done
Healing as one.
Funny how it has been so long
I apologize for not appearing strong :)
Healing coming on!
Open your eyes for it will be gone
Obsession into art
Art into collection
Undivided connection
Unlimited attention
(02/05/2018) 2:58pm
It starts as an old graphite drawing of you
It spirals, I wind up creating something new
But all of that time I spent looking at your photo
Allows me to subconsciously talk to your shadow
It helps me heal, and it helps me face it
It reminds me to know I can never replace it
And that's ok because each experience is temporary
Especially the people we hold onto most indefinitely
Years of distraction I forget your name
I've had plenty of time to dissipate the pain
Remember my words as I continue to say
Relate, elevate, rejuvenate, communicate
(03/01/2017) 7:33pm
(04/19/2018) 5:55pm
Three years strong
And I'm still not over
Not a day has gone by
Where I've been comfortably sober
Every pain aches
Since our nostalgia hasn't faded
I ask you to forgive yourself
Fuck this, I'm jaded
My abuse blames you
A suicide blamed me
When it comes down to it
We both died simultaneously
You've been longer away
Than the time we both stayed
You've been longer away
When you made me melt away
My old self I beg to you
To perceive from my way
My old self I scream for you
Don't forget what I say!
My old love I call to you
My third eye to yours
Can you hear me falling?
My blood hits the floor
Did we we wish we were dead
From the voices in our heads
I wish we had lived
Give yourself time to forgive
(11/27/2016) 9:06pm
Accept yourself
Erase the past
Grieve when you need
Time moves fast
Indulge in your suffering
Because it is inevitable
Listen to your thoughts
Or destroy all that's pleasurable
Feel your pain
Analyze decisions
Know who you are
Enjoy your visions