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goodbye old self (March 1, 2017) Edited April 19. 2018

(03/01/2017)  7:33pm

(04/19/2018) 5:55pm

 

Three years strong 

And I'm still not over

Not a day has gone by

Where I've been comfortably sober

 

Every pain aches

Since our nostalgia hasn't faded

I ask you to forgive yourself

Fuck this, I'm jaded

 

My abuse blames you

A suicide blamed me

When it comes down to it

We both died simultaneously 

 

You've been longer away

Than the time we both stayed 

You've been longer away

When you made me melt away

 

My old self I beg to you

To perceive from my way

My old self I scream for you 

Don't forget what I say!

 

My old love I call to you

My third eye to yours

Can you hear me falling?

My blood hits the floor

 

Did we we wish we were dead

From the voices in our heads

I wish we had lived

Give yourself time to forgive