(04/16/18) time unknown
Remember?
When I would pick you flowers?
I waited hours and hours
For you to come home to me
I long for you
I beg
I reach for you inside my head
Initiate the better mind before bed
And ignore hallucinations instead
I wrap my mind
Around the sights inside
Easily recognized
The face I have disguised
Love is nauseating
Constantly contemplating
Where am I taking
The perfection I'm making
Out to be, I'm faking
All the rules creating
No more hesitating
Open up you're fading
Why the skies so bright and light I realize the pain inside the compromise the seeing eyes the happy cries mysterious nights
