(04/16/18) time unknown

Remember?

When I would pick you flowers?

I waited hours and hours

For you to come home to me

I long for you

I beg

I reach for you inside my head

Initiate the better mind before bed

And ignore hallucinations instead

I wrap my mind

Around the sights inside

Easily recognized

The face I have disguised

Love is nauseating

Constantly contemplating

Where am I taking

The perfection I'm making

Out to be, I'm faking

All the rules creating

No more hesitating

Open up you're fading

Why the skies so bright and light I realize the pain inside the compromise the seeing eyes the happy cries mysterious nights