self care

everlasting fuckin' loneliness (April 20, 2018)

(04/20/2018) 2:51pm

I am loved by no one, myself not enough 

Once I lose it all they leave so abrupt 

The damage is done and I cannot repair

What's left of who I am with no one to care 

 

The pain is so empty and my mind is so numb

When the day breaks I feel like I'm no one

As night comes I am buried so deep

Into myself I am one, I am pure, obsolete ...

 

Being I am this sensation of talents 

But no one to listen to the words of the imbalanced

We all don't know what's going on so who am I to judge

But since I'm in my own body, myself I must love 

 

How can we possibly think to be 

A collective group of love, a community 

Why would anyone want someone tough yet so weak

Bury me alive, how I feel, I'm asleep

HOW CAN I (July 18, 2017)

(04/17/2017) 3:11pm

Can I find my purpose

Can I find my home

How can I find anything

When I am all alone

 

How do I find calmness

Or peace within my mind

How can I find anything

When I am hurting all the time

 

How do I seek balance

Equilibrium within myself

How do I reach my peak

When I left it on the shelf

 

How do I forget 

The memories we had

How do I replace you with

Someone who isn't bad