rain

feel me as I look as you (May 3, 2018)

(05/03/18) time unknown

My mind where has it gone?

Lately I’ve been out of the zone

only hitting the bong

as i melt into the unknown

 

Feel me as I look at you

do you see my pain

My perception so skewed

with tears blending in the rain

 

Tired and alone

together not lonely

I fear you’re not home

so subconsciously worried

 

Meditate and numb

the pressure goes away

Twiddling your thumb

the fucking sweet escape

 

Blissfully appeased

Curiously at ease

Preciously released

Tastefully diseased