(04/12/2018) unknown time
I think I'm trying my best
Believe me from my being
I feel nothing like the rest
No home I found sets me free
The beauty of the mystery
The monstrous activity
Confusing identity
Losing creativity
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know where I belong
I don't know the words inside my mind
That are shouting all night long
My brain numbs itself into a trance
I find an easier way to dance
I shake my legs and kick up my heels
I do what it takes to make my meals
Judgment and ridicule permeate
The fact of the matter is this is no debate
You can disregard or you can hate
Support is what we need since we all relate
Not one person is the same
But our minds are capable to think alike
So once you see others perceptions
Finally allows empathy to take flight
Shedding pride you brainwash from the past
I told you these ideals wouldn't last
Manipulated minded blaming your own
Once you realize you're unable to control
Losing all grip becoming out of touch
Forgotten memories eventually get flushed