03/25/17 11:57pm
All theses years I've pretended you're still mine
My memory corrupt I can't shake you from my mind
Lost blood and sleep and losing track of time
If you don't know me now you'll be too far behind
I hold you in my grasp without even contacting
Can you imagine it again but this time we're both wanting
To learn and to grow and to let each be free
The impossibility of your vacancy and how it still has a hold on me
Three years gone by and I've avoided close bonding
Due to the ounce of hope I have since I'm longing
To reach out to you once stable untethered, degaussed
But when I met face to face my foundation gets lost
How can our time spent together
Mean anything as you remain untethered
To the feelings we shared
By avoiding to remember
I don't understand how you can treat me like a stranger
When you put your life in my hands and in fatalistic danger
You lost yourself in me
I lose myself in you currently
It's been too long and I have to forget
All of our memories just like you did
Why do I fucking hold on
To someone who won't treat me like a friend