hopeful

we are utterly at loss song lyrics (December 1, 2017)

(12/01/2017) 3:38am

I don't know what I'm doing

But I know I'm full of love

I'm having troubles pursuing 

Because I think I'm not enough

 

Only viewed for my body

Because the world is only lust

I re-evaluate around me

I understand that it's because

 

We are selfish we are scared

We are prideful we are dumb

We spend our lives attaching meaning

To falling hopelessly in love

 

When I think about old actions

And the pain I must have caused

I realize the role you gave me

Where i was utterly at loss

 

Anxiety's my future

Depression is my past

I can't forget, I worry 

Just go away at last

 

Depression is my comfort 

Anxiety my grasp

I hold these as security 

I'm afraid that I'll relapse

 

Each night I dream so vividly

The nostalgia- oh it aches

I haven't recreated memories 

as no one can ever take your place